In which I freeform my feelings and possibly scare the hell out of everyone.


I have never been so done in my life.

I don’t know what to do right now.

I don’t know what to say.

I’m tired.

I’m confused.

I’m lonely.

This sucks.

I hate this.

I hate being this. Like this. Feeling this.

I can’t explain it. I’m not going to explain it. I’m not even going to try to explain it.

I am lost right now. I’m so lost. I’m so tired. I’m so sad.

AND NOBODY FUCKING LISTENS TO ME. Ever.

Except when stupid falls from my lips. Then and ONLY THEN DOES ANYONE NOTICE WHAT’S COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH.

I’m just tired. I’m tired. I’m tired. I’m tired.

I’m on pause, on hold, waiting. I don’t want to wait. I’m done waiting.

No I’m not. I’m stuck. We’re stuck. Like a damn horse in the swamp.

I’m so tired.

Disappointed. And tired.

 

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One thought on “In which I freeform my feelings and possibly scare the hell out of everyone.

  1. “AND NOBODY FUCKING LISTENS TO ME. Ever.

    Except when stupid falls from my lips. Then and ONLY THEN DOES ANYONE NOTICE WHAT’S COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH.”

    I dunno what’s going on, but I can relate to this so, so much. *hugs* I’m always willing to listen.

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